Crowned Castle

Far And Few Between

Friday, June 06, 2003

[Now this would seem familiar to mic right? haa. yes yes. i did get it from your blog.it amuses me..]

I TRY: to get where i want to be
I KNOW: i have to face facts
I WANT: can i even have It in the first place?
I WISH: for inspiration and motivation. and for time to pass slower now.
I HATE: hate is too strong a word for me.
I MISS: - - - ...?
The Favorite Person: i rather confide in things.

I FEAR: The unknowned
I HEAR: my new fav. list of songs (theres alot more going on ard me actually..)
I SEARCH: for ways to be
I BELIEVE: we are more fortunate than we think we are..
I WONDER: what would things be like if i was a changed person.
I REGRET: -regret- is what i'm QUITE able to avoid..
I LOVE: Those who matters to me.
I CARE: for most living things..
I ALWAYS: wanted to spend time with myself..(for now)
I DANCE: when the tempo is up.
I SING: in my head.
I CRY: it isn't unusual for me.
I FIGHT: ..verbally?
I WRITE: when i need to release myself.
I WIN: please tell me when i do.
I LOSE: i know that.
I CONFUSE: myself too much.
I LISTEN: more usually than i talk.
I NEED :
I BREATHE: i hope normally..its geting hard..
I SHOULD: stop whirling in thoughts.
I DREAM: all day long...*building castles in the air again*
I FEEL: lackadaisical
I AM NOT: always what you see.

Thursday, June 05, 2003

Desirements

1) N7250/Sumsung matrix hp [ ...got N6610 instead..nvm..better than the damn N8250 i guess..]

2) Mountain bike [Is there any Affordable price?]

3) Discman/Mp3player [Dammit...mine cocked up on me...]

4) Colour contacts [Success~ ...disposable though.]

5) Digital Camera[cannon] [Oh thats a long way still]

6) Style [erm, is buying 6 new tops in half a month more than enough?]

7) Wallet(Blood Bro.) [The sale is on, after O's i'd be out there. Wait for me]

8) Flip-Flops [Not too neccessary..have yet to find the ultimate one..]

9) Doc [To rid off the red bumpy spots on de face...After o's again...]

10) - - - [All i ever wanted..Its not meant to be bought...]

Tuesday, June 03, 2003

To see - - -
Standing in the dark.
In another corner
To break away from T.h.i.s.
Driving out,
Only to find-
It's coming back.
Some days won't come back
Just building castles in the air.
Mysteriously-
It makes one smile and smirk
Upon returning to the rat-race,
Bowing down to the inevitable.

Face your back against the wall.
The writings are all over,
White wash..?
It won't do.
Pick up, turn around

One breath...two..
The back aches.
Has something gone wrong.
Hearing lil "whizz"
Dawn breaks..
Its another day.

Hanging bells
Time ticks away
They may ring
before i'm through it
Till i'm delievered.
Blend
Into this mess
laying face down
Hold onto nothing,
(But is there anything else to grasp..)
In the empire of my mind.
Might stay down.
To stop and look over old relations
I'll spend some time with me

Now if losing is amusing,
man get a load of me.
keep trying,
But it always felt like dying
Need a though
which i can believe in.
Much more than ever...

Sunday, June 01, 2003

Closer To You
-WallFlowers-

How soft a whisper can get
When your're walking through a
Crowded space
I hear every word being said
And I remember that everyday
I get a little bit closer to you

How long an hour can take
When you're staring into open
space
When I feel I'm slipping further
away
I remember that everyday
I get a little bit closer to you

These are the days
That I won't get back
I won't her you cry
Or hear you laugh
And when it's quiet
And i don't hear a thing
I can always her you breathe

You know there's nowhere else
I've wanted to be
Than be there when you needed me
I'm sorry too
But don't give up on me
And just remember that when you
Were asleep
I got a little bit closer to you
___________________________________
(oh well. this ain't happening at all...)

Its makes me wanna pick up piano again...
-release-
in the form of what.time is running out.

Still
Can't
Seem
To find
The
Words
To
Space
Out.

You are Neo, from "The Matrix." You
display a perfect fusion of heroism and
compassion.

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